World of Zero

Friendship

2011-07-25T22:51:00.000-07:00

It has been roughly a month since i joined this Top 100 renowned company in the world. Trying to set my root in this land yet sometimes find oneself sway at a lonely side.

Not to mention that friends are not available, but it makes things extremely hard to define when it comes to close friend. The funny thing about me is that, whenever I've found a soulmate, I tend to trample it (screw it) for trying to hold firm this particular friendship. Ambiguous huh? What Im trying to say is: a friend that I really wanna be friend with, i tend to spoil this friendship. This is ME!

There's a pattern and it applies to every close friend: When i refuse to talk, dun wanna talk, dunno wat to talk to this person, the more i like tis person and hopefully to be a close friend. On the contrary, the more I talk to this fellow, the more NO FEEL with this person. I've always messed up all relations with my friends.

From acquaintance -> to friend -> to close friend -> to very close friend.

Say there're 5 stages, I have always been to stage 3 at most. No matter male or female. No exception.

Now that I have finally found a very nice friend, but again I spoiled everything with my very own hand. I have been told that being very DESTRUCTIVE since I was a little boy. But what border me the most is trying to HOLD on the relations with friends. Have been very diligent in HOLDing the friendship, but whether it successes or fails, that's another problem.

What a pile of BOLLOCKS...

Career Path

2011-07-06T09:00:00.000-07:00

I have really not thought many of career until lately where i have finally got a job but felt immensely unsuitable. The fact that I have been bounded by 1 year contract has come into realisation, yet I have been struggling.

To be truthful to myself, I dont even know my personal interest. The weird thing is that Im interested in almost everything but not REALLY everything.

When I was younger, I enjoyed drawing. Animation has enlighten me and I enjoyed art in every aspects ever since. However, from kindergarten till Form 3, my life was nothing but a void. I have poor results due my personality of that being lackadaisical. I literally did not study at all. (Haha, this is Who I Am)

When it comes to Form 3, people say that Science class is better and go ahead and strive for it. Indecisively, I decided to follow the science path. Wanted to be superior and with this high ego characteristic of mine lead to the negligent to my original personal interest (drawing). (My high ego started since in the year of PMR even it was small)

I find it very difficult in comprehending science in the year of my PMR (other subjects are equally poor). Curious of the reason for my friends to be able to understand science that easy, I studied very hard and consequently obtained just a B for my science. Very lucky of me to be able to pull it through. A brief conclusion, languages, science, math, n all of the subjects are of the poorest and it was a total, utter, complete nightmare for me.

I played very hard in the year of my PMR and so for SPM. Ever since my friend introduced me the game KOF in the arcade gaming center, I devoted myself into a gaming person <Im addicted to other games as well but KOF was different>. I have got sooooo addicted that I had to play every single day from morning till night. My knowledge of science and so for other subjects were unstable. (Wearing at LARGE hat with a small head, doing something that ur incapable of => join science despite that im so poor at it) Perhaps it was just too much for me to understand the BASIC concept and I remembered of getting 8/100 (Cor Blimey, really really Blinding Me...) for my Chemistry at my 1st montly test and PROUDLY to be the class lowest. It was so pathetic and really pathetic as compared to others, 90, 95, 98, 100 were floating all over the class n i started to doubt myself. (Do i weep? Na~ Guy doesnt shred tears...)

Even my teacher started to question me of my qualification, my friend explained that it was Malay *GOOD EXCUSE, but it was true... that Im not good at to display such a result, so I begged to hav a English version lesson of the science subjects. Lucks in my hand, the teachers were very much of a help n kind enough for translation n allowed me to answer questions all in English. My understanding in Sciences were enhanced as a result. (Im the only one in class n the whole school to do Sciences in English n Im proud to be the only one, HAHAHA!!!)

In the year of SPM, Malay was a horror for me. I literally failed my history (sejarah). But i can understand, comprehend HISTORY in ENGLISH via the internet... I dont understand Moral. I could barely pass my official Malay subject. That's why I got all my secondary school all messed up. Getting 5As in my SPM as compared to my friends, STRAIGHT As, I struggled again.

It really was like a noose hanging me on the ceiling, I couldnt breathe. (Plz God, It was really very miserable) My ego grows and keep on strike for the best. I somehow cant put my pride aside anymore. Since then, I HATE competing but MUST compete. It really was restless. After my SPM, a path has to be chosen to proceed with my studies. I struggled awhile AGAIN, claimed that i dun want to study anymore but to pursue for my dream (slack off, drawing perhaps, or enjoy arcade games everyday), my parent disallowed. "With such a result, you should continue study further. Not that ur results are poor, if it's so, then I hav nothing to say." said my parents. Nagging all day long, dont get me wrong, it's perfectly, impeccably NORMAL for a parents to NAG whilst the children grieve. So i have no choice but to continue with my foundation. I hav little interest => 30 - 40% in studying at that time. I took Pre-U in Sunway college and pass with a certain grade. This Pre-U wasnt a narrow road for me as I can choose a wide area of subjects for my Degree. Another the road of NOT taken, I really dunno how to choose?

Initially I planned to take Bio-Tech for my Degree in Monash University but my poor result in Sunway college forbids me in doing so. I can go for Australia if I really join, but not interested in leaving this country at that time. Plus rumors around that Bio are for girls or sissy wusses to enter. After a second round of thought, eventually, I've gone to UTAR to do my BDegree HONS in Electronic Engineering even my father nags me to take Civil Engineering.

My Pre-U life was pretty suffering as all ppl in class compete with each other (very kia shu <= I make tat up Haha). N unfortunately I hav developed this attitude (compete AGAIN). This 8 months of compressed class may tie u up in a noose and giv a STAIRWAY to HEAVEN~~~ if ur not prepared. When it comes to UTAR, being fresh to the place, I giv it my ALL on the 1st term examination until i was so surprised that the level of UTAR was merely TUTORIAL level.

Do u know what i mean?

If u can do tutorial, this FINAL EXAM is just like a piece of TOUFU (cake) to u... Though not all subjects are as described, majority are as in such. At least until MMU system arrived in UTAR and made the final a little challenging.

The thing is, Electronic Subjects can be categorised into 2 general parts:

Circuits
Programming

I hav got enough BASIC in circuits during my Pre-U education all thanks to my beloved lecturer, Mr. Pathmanathan. He really did a great job in conveying messages, valueable information, n most important of all, the MENTALITY on circuit design.

On the contrary, sadly enough, I hav not learn any of programming stuffs during my Pre-U. N is henceforth my nightmare subject at my Degree. I do fancy and admire how powerful programming really is. (The idea of this ART is just extra-ordinary, I must admit)

4 suffocating years in UTAR n I still cant decide what's my actual interest?

My ego grew the strongest at this moment of time, n i just dunno how to QUIT.

If I were to go back time --> Drawing

But then later --> Science

In my Pre-U --> Bio-Tech

When it comes to UTAR --> Electronic stuffs

Not to say I have no interest in Electronics at tall, but computer architecture n programming stuffs arent my expertise... Although Im really fascinating with programming, but one doesnt has the brain in utilising in such area. It really looked like a pile of bollocks to me when seeing those CODEs, FLOWs, and stuffs. Maybe I just cant TUNE my brain into a programming-wise brain. If i can, life will be a lot more easy, i guess...

Worst come to worst when i enrol this company, many ppl had the basic in programming languages but not for me. It is really hard n frustrating but what can I do?

As for my interest it goes from:

1.) Drawing (Arts)

2.) Science

3.) Biology

4.) Physics

5.) Chemistry

6.) English

7.) Japanese (Fundamental Level)

8.) Computer Science (didnt learn b4)

9.) Bio-Technology (hav brief thoughts)

10.) Electronics (like all, but good in circuits not in programming)

11.) Literature (Old-English: self studying)

12.) Technologies (al kinds)

13.) Architecture (Self studying)

14.) European History (in progress: self study)

15.) Geography (keep studying: self study)

16.) Renewable n Vulnerable Energy (really wanna know)

17.) Motherboard Design (didnt learn b4)

18.) European Culture (foods, practices, events)

19.) Economics

20.) Politics

21.) Laws

22.) Currencies

23.) Pure and proper English

24.) Optics and Optoelectronics (hav basic, but only basic)

VERY FICKLE MINDED indeed... Interest changes from time to time, from place to place, n from every influence that changes my mind.

That's y i also dunno wat i like so far...

These are all a FARCE....

Now that if you look closer, all of these are in the category of ART. No matter what it is, let it be Science, Politics, or Philosophy, they are all ART. Human inventions are truly amusing... Isnt it?

Inner Thoughts

2011-06-27T21:59:00.000-07:00

4 bloody years in the university and I have finally graduated from my Bachelor. It has been 2 years or more since i last wrote tis blog. All the pressures and endurance as well as obtacles and ordeals have it I to successfully pass and or grade it with merits. Nonetheless, the 4 years of experiences are of the unforgetful memories, have it be: studies, examinations, arguement, quarrels, friends, journeys, trips, travels, excursions so on and so forth; are the least that I have thought.

Sadly from this puny-Alzheimer disease of mine, I have a high tendency in forgetting all of these wonderful, prosperous, n sometimes preposterous memories in no time. There isn't a time for a non-parting situation to come, it will eventually arrive.

Kindergarden-> Primary-> Secondary-> Pre-U-> n now Degree.

All of these sad moments. As the old adage goes: so happy yet so sad:

Happy: Graduated

Sad: Parting.

It's hard to say goodbye yet it is inevitable. But this is one of the experiences for one to grow mature, stay strong and be wiser. Adapting to new environment gives one to see to more, learn more, and grow.

It was so fortunate of me to get a job whilst in the University time. Now when it come to the world of Intel, things are slightly the same as in University but A LOT different in other sense. U can literally slack off, not to pay attention, be lackadaisical in class n get urself pressured in the last few weeks just before exam and strike for the best. As long as one can handle this, it's never the wrong method.

However in Intel, do expect the right opposite of situation. There are no theories, no calculation, no rough estimation, no "whatever" cases, no "i dont care" state, no skipping classes... but there are deliberate calculation, strict rules and regulations that are to be adhered, attentive in soul and mind as well as BRAIN for 24/7/4/30 => 365 or 366 days . As simple as that, yet not as simple as it seems.

Who am I to ask when i find something that i dont understand? Who am I to find when I have asked the same person over and over for the same question yet still dont understand? Who am I to ask silly or stupid question when I find the question is not stupid at tall? Who am I to deal when i find someone's annoying, behaving like a pure bastard and doesn't follow to reasons? Well, as being an employee, you can no longer let that petty mind of yours to take control over your body. No more straightforward confrontation but always the stab in the back, is the least i hav thought. Or perhaps things aren't that bad, where i can actually get along with others in spite of being betrayed?

Working life ain't no study life - that's the only message I'm trying to convey.

When it comes to work life, learn the rule: BE WISE.

And last but not least, Christains do believe that prayer can bring forth to a better tomorrow no matter how harsh the situation is. So bring yourself to have faith in the our Father, Jesus or Holy Spirit and kneel to show initiative and willingness and pray. Amen...

Personal Perspective 4

2010-06-20T10:33:00.000-07:00

The content might find urself quite disturbing n emo.

Viewer discretion is advised...

Ever experience b4 that a simple article could be confused by its meaning? By the end of the paragraph of the article, u'll find urself understand the meaning very different with the friend of urs though reading the same article.

Well this indeed happened to me very often. But wat are the reason behind it actually?

Could it be because:

1. The article was way too abstract n hard to understand?

-As vocabulary wasnt powerful enough, the way the grammar used was very different from urs.

2. Do not have the knowledge behind it n is way too tough to imagine?

-As asked sciences which u didnt even have the simple basic n expect to understand?

3.The brain was not able to concentrate on the words tat were reading?

-The memory of the previous sentence was lost after finish reading the proceeding sentence... Thus have absolutely no idea wat the article was talking about.

4.Even though a picture paints a thousand words, still have absolutely no idea on the article.

-Get confused when the picture tries to illustrate the whole article. OR even pictures dont help in illustration.

5.Language problem?

-Would it be tat the vernacular language isnt ENGLISH.

6.Fork road?

-U arrived to a fork road where the meaning of the sentence could be in either ROAD A or B or C n etc when the sentence was read... N therefore got all the meaning of the article wrong...

7.Lack of common senses?

-The lack of general knowledge n common sense lead to the misunderstood of the article whilst ur friends were able to understand with no sweat...

Which of them match to ur case n which dominates the causes?

Well, the 6th appears to be of my case. Pathetic though, it couldnt be helped.

In everyday life, I stood in dilemma where to choose of the best option wisely is compelled as it would highly affect my future. The choice might not be pretty but it has to be done in either way. U see, I found myself very lucky but sometimes not, in being English educated. There are certain aspect to measure the condition that Im in. 1st of all, its obvious tat as global communication happens to be in English. Nevertheless, the urban happens to be some other type. Multi Racial country, Malaysia which consists of 3 main languages, Malay, Chinese, English n Tamil, is mainly one of it. As the old adage goes, Do as the Roman does in Rome. However, its quite tough to deal with it when the language is not urs. Ppl would got frustrated for inefficiency. The requirement for explanation exasperates. Clash in Language dispute often results in uncertainty of understanding. Impersonation of ignorant is thus assumed. The use of global language in urban purposes often got harried. Arrogant is then again to be assumed. Wat a dilemma...But it has to be borne.

1 thing is for sure thus far, Im lucky to share something in common with my roommate n conflict emerges seldomly...

Personal Perspective 3

2010-03-12T22:10:00.000-08:00

As mentioned b4, acid doesn't react with gold.

The reactivity of the Gold is of great influence to the acid as staying the same reflects on what it is.

The gold realised on the positioning itself could not affect the LAW of NATURE and thus remote itself to find a better area to adapt with. When the acid realised it lost of Gold and therefore find a way for compensation.

The question is:

Should the Gold find a better place with chlorine or halogen elements is around? As...

2Au (s) + 3Cl2 (aq) --> 2AuCl3 (aq) (Auric Chloride)

The reactivity of Gold with Chlorine is still low though...

or...

Return to its territory,

HCL (aq) + Au (s) --> void/ HCL (aq) + Au (s)

With whom??

Personal Perspective 2

2010-02-05T19:28:00.000-08:00

Ever learn chemistry before?? Where...

H2SO4 (aq) + 2Na (s) --> Na2SO4 (aq) + H2 (g)

From the basic, whenever a metal is mixed with an acid solution, salt n hydrogen gas is produced. There is a solution to be produced.

However, not all metal reacts with acid. It is governed by the reactivity of a metal. Taking GOLD for an instance...

HCL (aq) + Au (s) --> totally void / HCL (aq) + Au (s)

This proves some metal don't react with some acid.

The Group 1 element in the periodic table reacts vigorously with water...

2Na (s) + 2H20 (l) --> 2NaOH (aq) + H2 (g)

The Group 2 element, however, has a slight reaction with cold water...

Mg (s) + 2H2O (l) --> Mg(OH)2 (s) + H2 (g)

This shows, different matter acts differently with different impact...

For bio term, some reaction can only be happened with the present of a catalyst. Without the catalyst, the reaction can be as slow as forever or what.?? Therefore, catalyst is an important agent for a particular reaction.

The physics has the same concept. From Newton 3rd Law, whenever a force is applied to a surface, a reaction force is diverge back in the opposite direction as the applied force when it reaches it's equilibrium state. On the other hand, when a load is pulled through a pulley, a minute force can be used to lift the load. The more pulley that is available, the less force is needed. Though the force is also being governed by the parameters of in such radius of the pulley, moment of inertia, friction force and etc.

Same analogy can be applied to the homo sapien.

N to be continued...

Personal Perspective

2010-02-04T09:12:00.000-08:00

The sky of darkness filled with glimmering stars while the pure white moonlight gleam through the drape and reveal the face with full of doubts. Having a hard thought and in of complete perplexed thoughts, the sulk on the sorrow face soon revealed.

When having a hardship, it is of in common having at the root of it. By analysing the culprit of the mastermind, it can be easily taken with.
The common conversation with the "best" brethren happens to be an "Q n A" form. Wouldn't it be lame and tedious.
The discourse of a group have it be not in it. The cloth of invisibility is scrupulously attached by no means of even the 0.00001 of possibility for the light to penetrate through. Words are shrugged off by no chance to reach in to the cerebullum.
The drape of invisibility is taken off when desideratum is of importance. Help is conveyed though.
The scanty of expertise in piloting or navigating is much in a mock.
The degree of recognition is far more less than it can be.
Clash in Language dispute results in uncertainty of understanding. Impersonation of ignorant is thus assumed.

N many (much) more...

No prerogative rights for condemn...

Dunno Micheal / Michael 's B'day (Hehehe)

2009-10-25T07:11:00.000-07:00

23rd of Oct 2009:

An acquaintance of mine named Micheal Lee's b'day. That very day, all of my colleagues whisper, afraid of letting her to know our plan, on celebrating for her.

We had the plan of eating lunch together at Queensbay mall and to have her surprised on the celebration.

Planning on having nandos together of us, found that it was too many ppl for us to wait as our lunch time limit is only an hour. Thus, we go for KFC. Can u imagine??? Having KFC in Penang... Hows that sound??? Hahha

These are the pictures that have been taken:

Beh n his GF, Iris (If not mistaken...), are as sweet as usual. These couple never let the other away as the sticky sugar maltase, inseparable.

Terry Chang, 1 of the inti student in our company... (Isn't that prestigous, is it?) He is just too joyful...

Friends from UTAR. Though differ year...

Haiz.. Jackie might smack me as not to upload his pic... (I forgot... Wuwuwuw!!!)

After the meal, it is time for the celebration. Our Micheal looks damn surprised when she finds our kindness... Hehehe

Choon Wei n Soo Yi have the cake prepared.

Micheal has become her 21st, I presume...Isnt the cake beautiful, do u agree?

*Correction: Should be in her 22nd...

Micheal n her cake. It is a shame of me of not able to snap the front view pic of hers.

After the b'day song, it is time to have the cake cut.

Our biggest sister, Daisy Wang, cut the cake.

1 thing bugs me a lot. Doesn't it suppose for the b'day girl to cut the cake n distribute it for us, does it? If this happens to be true, our big sis, Daisy, is being kepo... LOL...

Perhaps Im being weird on what, but destroy the cake by separating the strawberries from it seems awful to me... However, the syrup sugar coated strawberries seems pretty...

Just look how the cake being devastated... haiz...

The strawberries, 5 of it.

Isnt the strawberry look attractive? Fuhh...

This is Malaysian style. Just focus on the number of choc chips wasted. It is nearly uncountable ady... Hehe

The box remains a history in it. The girl used to sit beside me, 4-Ling, accuse me of wanting to snatch the box from her. Ppl just wanna take a pic of the box nia... She's just overreacted. Hahaha!!!

The latest update... B'day girl named Michelle Lee... not Micheal Lee.... Hehehe...

An extremely dismal n dismay outcome

2009-10-23T04:07:00.000-07:00

In the clear blue sky, where the birds chirpped for longing, the dogs barked for intruders, the cats purred for catnips, the snakes hissed for meals while the asses brayed for watever they want. The tranquil water being dripped by waterdroplets create waves which follows the "Doppler effect", named after a physicist called Christian Doppler. All the things followed the rule or law of science. Nothing is in exception.

Perhaps alchemist may be the exception but it is something neared to science as well. Transforming lead into gold by drawing the transmutation circle. They followed the law of equivalent trade.

Fairy tales, on the other hand, are nothing but rubbish. Magician, sorcerers, wizards dont exist in this world. The power of spinning straw into gold, by Rumpelstiltskin so on n so forth are nothing but lies and I dun believe in it at all.

Come back to the topic, it was on the 14th of Sept 2009 and the final examination result has released. Under internship of I that had to go for work at the company called TTVision in Penang, internet connection was down and it's already been weeks before it got virus attack on the sever. I had a bad time hungering to online to check my result.

Not until then, a friend of mine named CB Hao called and told me that the result had released. I had longing to know my result for such a long time ever since, finally the time has approached.

The acronym FRANCE from:

F- Friendship

R- Remains

A- And

N- Never

C- Can

E- End

motivated me to ask him for help to get to know my result.

When he called back, asked me to get prepared that I'm no longer in IF ELSE condition, an excruciating pain in my heart banging around my pulmonary and umbilical arteries and veins.

My heart cried for strong disappointment but thanks to that, I was saved from the heart disease known as artherosclerosis. (Wat a farce...) Im in despair. It was like tsunami approached, 12 magnitude earthquake striked, conflagration burned the houses, and all sorts of natural catastrophe occured... I was immensely saddened.

I've gotten A for my Analogue Electronics and Electromagnetic Fields and Waves, while A- for Process Control and Instrumentation and Communication Systems, and last but not least a B+ for my Computer Architecture. I have predicted such results are in my hand for the taking but not for Process Control and Instrumentation... A was what i have thought.

On the other hand, my CGPA has dropped to 3.9000 where my GPA this sem was 3.74. My CGPA previously was 3.9472 and it was a TREMENDOUS drop in grade. Haiz.. Speechless...

The hectic life

2009-09-18T22:03:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow, tomorrow n tomorrow. Life after life. Days after days. Here comes the new sem and a blink of eye, the exam is just around the corner. I had my enjoyment in the early sem but not until when it comes to the final. Tenji, lookout point, sunway, times square, badminton, haagen duzs, n all the leisure around Malaysia fits into my schedule. However, study has never been taken into account. The final I had was a total misery. 2 full weeks without entertainment and just staring on the notes.

The final examination schedule plays to role on how I perform. Take a look at it:

12th Sept 2009, 9.00am - Computer architecture

14th Sept 2009, 9.00am - Process Control and Instrumentation

16th Sept 2009, 2.00pm - Communication System

18th Sept 2009, 9.00am - Electromagnetic Fields n Waves

n the last paper

29th Sept 2009, 9.00am - Analogue Electronics

I attempted on my studies on the beginning of 5th Sept 2009 and have to tackle all 4 subjects with expertise. A slight miss calculation deters my whole result on final. It was a luck that Analogue Electronics falls a week after the 4 hellish papers. So my time now is to half relax n half pressure.

Playing causes me not to concentrate on my academic. Yet, studying causes me not to play. So is just on the either hand. Playing or studying. Nevertheless, I choose to play.

Out of the 4 subjects, Communication System is the only paper that kills me. I don't really expect for an A or A- on my Computer Architecture, so it doesn't not border me that much. As I don't really have the basic on computer. Communication System, on the other hand, bugs me a lot. The notes are way too simple, just doesn't have much elaboration on it. I couldn't really understand well. There are the insufficient example provided. Hence, it is not that easy (Beware on this subject!!!). It was like, they taught u on addition (1+1=2) and they question u about trigonometric (cosine(phi)=-1) sort of problems. So, don't take this lightly.

Just a week before final, I learned on baking cookies (The British called it as Biscuits). My first trial doesn't seems to be that good on the outlook, but the taste was splendid in accordance with my siblings. Perhaps the amount of sugar crosses their mind. The ingredients are as such:

150g fine castor sugar
150g unsalted butter
1 egg, beaten
1-2 teaspoon vanilla extract
200g self raising flour
And last but not least, 50g plain chocolate, broken into pieces

The steps on beating the batter and so on resembles with baking cakes. Hence it is very easy.

There are a fews pics that have been taken:

This is basically just the batter, doesn't look that good though... xP

The dough, or the batter on the baking pan...

It is baked for 15- 20 minutes for 180 degree celcius in a role...

The product...

One of my failed test subject... I didn't look on the fire (time)...

The most chocolate chips contain in here... What a waste!!!

Still edible... xP

This is one of my leisure. Pancakes, biscuits, cakes, pizza and these confectionary delicacies is not of a problem on making it. The main problem is just the taste...

Maybe I just love sweets or sugar very much... Munch, munch, munch... Ice cream is my main dessert

Kylelandry

2009-08-25T07:30:00.000-07:00

Wow.. This guy has the hand of the God. He was blessed with talents. Damn geng...

Disney

Disney - Beauty and The Beast

Disney - The Little Mermaid - Part of Your World

Disney - Aladdin - A Whole New World

Disney - The Lion King - Can You Feel The Love Tonight

English

Titanic - The Portrait

Pirates of the Caribbean Piano Medley

Daniel Powter - Bad Day

Super Mario Brothers Theme

Pokemon - Gotta' Catch 'Em All Special !!

Anime

Kyle556 - Bratja (Fullmetal Alchemist)

Naruto - Sadness and Sorrow & Orochimarus Theme

Naruto Shippuudden-Nagareboshi

Kyle Landry - Hinata Vs Neji

DNAngel - True Light (piano solo)

This guy is just way too great... Speechless

Yui

2009-08-24T11:02:00.000-07:00

ユイちゃん...綺麗でしょ??

Namidairo

This Mat Salleh can sing well but just not very japanese-sound pronounciation. Gosh

Yui's songs are splendid.

The newest song (Again-Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood Theme Song), damn freaking nice...

Dun hav its MV (so sad) apparently she doesn't produce any MV of all of her album... But...

The electric guitar version!!!

Piano Version!!!

This is not very attractive...

But... a better man-play piano

Isn't tis splendid... Haiz...

Other piano version are just rubbish compare to tis...

As for me... rubbish among rubbish as not being able to play at all... Haiz....

Ikimono Gakari いきものがかり

2009-08-24T10:41:00.000-07:00

Consists of three ppl.

Origin: Japan

Genres: Soft-rock n pop-rock

Members:

山下穂尊 Yamashita Hotaka

水野良樹 Mizuno Yoshiki

吉岡聖恵 Yoshioka Kiyoe (Both Yoshiki n Kiyoe are totally redundant in the appearance)

Ikimono Gakari - Blue Bird Naruto Shippuuden opening 3

Ikimono Gakari- Hotaru no Hikari

Ikimono Gakari - Kaeritakunatta yo

My favorite band

2009-08-24T09:13:00.000-07:00

This happens to be the only guy band that I like. In fact, Lov tis much more than gal type. No matter eng, chinese, cantonese, korea n etc, this happens to be my favorite band of all.

Name of the band: MUCC ムック

Origin: Japan, Ibaraki

Genres: Hard rock, alternative rock, alternative metal

Members: Tatsurou(singer, vocal), Miya(guitar), Yukke(guitar), Satochi(drums)

Samples of their MV...

MUCC - Kokoro no Nai Machi

MUCC - ame no orchestra

MUCC - Zetsubou

MUCC - Saishuu Ressha

MUCC - Akatsuki Yami

MUCC - kuchiki no tou (finale)

MUCC - Kugatsu Mikka No Kokuinn

This is the best song amongst of all of it... Damn Meaningful...

Of course, there are still many other... Just fail to upload only...

The two lovely couple

2009-08-13T07:12:00.000-07:00

13th August 2009, Thursday, happended a perculiar event.

Miss Hong (our comp archi's lecturer ) gave back our paper while most of the students got stunned.

They scored with flying color, soon in ecstasy.

The class was a 2 hours class. 1st 45 minutes discuss with the test paper, 15 mins with rest.

For the 2nd hour, Miss Hong starts with his lecture.

It was cool, quiet and tempting environment and it was an optimum condition for nice sound nap. When I was paying attention to the lecture, I got caught something amusing... of my friends...

Venue : DK 2A, UTAR setapak

Time : 14:13 (international time)

Date / Day : 13th August 2009, Thursday

Nothing special... THE END!!!

Starring : Ng Ser Seong (to the left), Goh Siang Wei (to the right)

Camera Man : Gabriel Gan

Camera Model : HP Sony Ericsson K750i

Viewer when capturing : Miss Hong (It is a Sir though)

Supporter : Woo Chi Liang

Editor : Law Siew Li

Narrator : Gabriel Gan

Fans : Ong Chia Jye

How to speak fluent japanese without (hardly) saying a word

2009-07-16T11:42:00.000-07:00

The clip that is taken from you tube, damn funny. You should hav a look. Dun understand japanese, nvm.. there is translation below it...

The 1st part of the clip

Boring? doesn't matter. Take a look on Clip 2...

The 2nd part goes on...

Sleepy? At least take a look at Part 3...

The 3rd part, dont miss this, climax stand at here...

Funny isn't it?? Wat the %^#$... Lolz..

豊年祭

2009-07-15T08:58:00.000-07:00

これは見て御覧なさい　

Dunno wat it is called in English..

Something like the Dick Festival / Ceremony / wat so ever la...

Take a look at this...

Dont u think it is insane? They are just retarded. Touching the forehead n hav their pray... Nuts.

Y dont they just use HOLE instead of POLE? hehe

No Pants Subway Ride 2009

2009-07-14T10:28:00.000-07:00

Think about it. If Malaysia conducts this festival/event/wat so ever la... Wouldn't it be great???

Look a look at this, in New York...

Fun isnt it?? Hehehe.. Is time for Malaysian to think openly...

The Nostalgic

2009-06-28T05:42:00.000-07:00

Ever did you remember back the good-old-days, when your mother whispers bedtime stories to you, just right before you fell asleep soundly, and not remembering the stories that have been told?

Reading back these fairytales results in a sentimental feeling grew in my heart. One of my favorite story: The Rumpelstiltskin... Read this, you'll love it..

RUMPELSTILTSKIN

By the side of a wood, in a country a long way off, ran a fine stream of water; and upon the stream there stood a mill. The miller’s house was close by, and the miller, you must know, had a very beautiful daughter. She was, moreover, very shrewd and clever; and the miller was so proud of her, that he one day told the king of the land, who used to come and hunt in the wood, that his daughter could spin gold out of straw. Now this king was very fond of money; and when he heard the miller’s boast his greediness was raised, and he sent for the girl to be brought before him. Then he led her to a chamber in his palace where there was a great heap of straw, and gave her a spinning-wheel, and said, ‘All this must be spun into gold before morning, as you love your life.’ It was in vain that the poor maiden said that it was only a silly boast of her father, for that she could do no such thing as spin straw into gold: the chamber door was locked, and she was left alone.

She sat down in one corner of the room, and began to bewail her hard fate; when on a sudden the door opened, and a droll-looking little man hobbled in, and said, ‘Good morrow to you, my good lass; what are you weeping for?’ ‘Alas!’ said she, ‘I must spin this straw into gold, and I know not how.’ ‘What will you give me,’ said the hobgoblin, ‘to do it for you?’ ‘My necklace,’ replied the maiden. He took her at her word, and sat himself down to the wheel, and whistled and sang:

’Round about, round about,

Lo and behold!

Reel away, reel away,

Straw into gold!’

And round about the wheel went merrily; the work was quickly done, and the straw was all spun into gold.

When the king came and saw this, he was greatly astonished and pleased; but his heart grew still more greedy of gain, and he shut up the poor miller’s daughter again with a fresh task. Then she knew not what to do, and sat down once more to weep; but the dwarf soon opened the door, and said, ‘What will you give me to do your task?’ ‘The ring on my finger,’ said she. So her little friend took the ring, and began to work at the wheel again, and whistled and sang:

’Round about, round about,

Lo and behold!

Reel away, reel away,

Straw into gold!’

till, long before morning, all was done again.

The king was greatly delighted to see all this glittering treasure; but still he had not enough: so he took the miller’s daughter to a yet larger heap, and said, ‘All this must be spun tonight; and if it is, you shall be my queen.’ As soon as she was alone that dwarf came in, and said, ‘What will you give me to spin gold for you this third time?’ ‘I have nothing left,’ said she. ‘Then say you will give me,’ said the little man, ‘the first little child that you may have when you are queen.’ ‘That may never be,’ thought the miller’s daughter: and as she knew no other way to get her task done, she said she would do what he asked. Round went the wheel again to the old song, and the manikin once more spun the heap into gold. The king came in the morning, and, finding all he wanted, was forced to keep his word; so he married the miller’s daughter, and she really became queen.

At the birth of her first little child she was very glad, and forgot the dwarf, and what she had said. But one day he came into her room, where she was sitting playing with her baby, and put her in mind of it. Then she grieved sorely at her misfortune, and said she would give him all the wealth of the kingdom if he would let her off, but in vain; till at last her tears softened him, and he said, ‘I will give you three days’ grace, and if during that time you tell me my name, you shall keep your child.’

Now the queen lay awake all night, thinking of all the odd names that she had ever heard; and she sent messengers all over the land to find out new ones. The next day the little man came, and she began with TIMOTHY, ICHABOD, BENJAMIN, JEREMIAH, and all the names she could remember; but to all and each of them he said, ‘Madam, that is not my name.’

The second day she began with all the comical names she could hear of, BANDY-LEGS, HUNCHBACK, CROOK-SHANKS, and so on; but the little gentleman still said to every one of them, ‘Madam, that is not my name.’

The third day one of the messengers came back, and said, ‘I have travelled two days without hearing of any other names; but yesterday, as I was climbing a high hill, among the trees of the forest where the fox and the hare bid each other good night, I saw a little hut; and before the hut burnt a fire; and round about the fire a funny little dwarf was dancing upon one leg, and singing:

’’Merrily the feast I’ll make.

Today I’ll brew, tomorrow bake;

Merrily I’ll dance and sing,

For next day will a stranger bring.

Little does my lady dream

Rumpelstiltskin is my name!‘‘

When the queen heard this she jumped for joy, and as soon as her little friend came she sat down upon her throne, and called all her court round to enjoy the fun; and the nurse stood by her side with the baby in her arms, as if it was quite ready to be given up. Then the little man began to chuckle at the thought of having the poor child, to take home with him to his hut in the woods; and he cried out, ‘Now, lady, what is my name?’ ‘Is it JOHN?’ asked she. ‘No, madam!’ ‘Is it TOM?’ ‘No, madam!’ ‘Is it JEMMY?’ ‘It is not.’ ‘Can your name be RUMPELSTILTSKIN?’ said the lady slyly. ‘Some witch told you that!— some witch told you that!’ cried the little man, and dashed his right foot in a rage so deep into the floor, that he was forced to lay hold of it with both hands to pull it out.

Then he made the best of his way off, while the nurse laughed and the baby crowed; and all the court jeered at him for having had so much trouble for nothing, and said, ‘We wish you a very good morning, and a merry feast, Mr RUMPLESTILTSKIN!

Hot Gimmick LOL

2009-06-26T10:07:00.000-07:00

You're here in the corridor at your employment, and you see a very pretty young woman walking toward you, and her blouse is tight and is rather bursting at the buttons, and she drops her pencil, and as she bends to retrieve it, her blouse parts, revealing the cleavage of her soft, round, white mounds. And then the pencil rolls around and she bends again, and her undulating buttocks cause the short skirt to rise just shy of the nooks and crannies...

What will your reaction be if you experiences this event?

*Note: Taken from The Pink Panther 2, 2009

Pandora Hearts

2009-06-26T09:50:00.001-07:00

Related anime:

Pandora Hearts (TV)

Alternative title:

パンドラハーツ (Japanese)

Genres: action, fantasy, supernatural

Plot Summary: Oz Bezarius, heir to one of the duke houses, has just turned fifteen. His life is rich and carefree, darkened only by the constant absence of his father. At his coming-of-age ceremony, however, everything changes. For no reason that he can discern, he's cast into the prison known as the "Abyss", only to be saved by a "chain" known as Alice, the bloodstained black rabbit. Why was he cast into Abyss, how does Alice factor into it all, and what does the organization known as "Pandora" want with him...

A rather interesting anime... Hope to get it soon...

Absurb Tradegy

2009-06-25T09:30:00.001-07:00

Imagine a day when you are to meet a damn imbecile nut-head lecturer. He walks into the class, striking as a noble class man. In the very first word of his reads "In my lecture, if u were to sleep? I don't care. If you were to skip? I don't care. But don't you ever talk in my class. I don't like student to talk when I'm teaching. It irritates me a lot. If you were to be caught, no face will be shown. I'll just scold u like a damn old shitty ass scoundrel whom cause havoc in the city and were to be expelled from the country you little son of the +^&#@*$@#%$&#%@$#$#%@! so on and so forth."

Here is where the story begins. Two of the scholars spoke in the class. As this lecturer had gave fair warning, thus, scolded them merciless. However, the GOLD KEY of his word which penetrated through my fragile, little heart (though is it none of my business) were two "Malaysian were lazy" and "Brainless"...

To my point of view, such act that had been done by that guy highly degrade his honorable reputation. He no longer stand the status of a noble class. Attitude shows one's true color.

And for today, he had deserved his retribution.

Please allow me to advertise him a little. He had his Doctor of Philosophy in Hong Kong. Futher on, He gained the Master of Science in Electrical Engineering in California. On most, Bachelor of Arts in New York.

THE CHORUS PLAYS AT HERE...

Prove. cos^2 A = (1+cos2A)/2...

Normal occasion, we use trigo identity... However, it takes this particular lecturer a hard fuss to prove it. LOOK WHO'S TALKING. WHO ARE THE ONE WHICH IS BRAINLESS???

Finally, after 20 minutes, off the hook, he manage to prove it. I repeat, 20 minutes. It takes 20 minutes for a such highly reputable yet own a bird brain lecturer to solve such a simple, straightforward, effortless question.

The moral value of this story teaches...

If you were to act as a high class standard man, don't ever let your self DOWN.
Think twice before you act (BRAINLESS) .
Don't think you have a PhD and think you're greater than anyone...

This is a outstanding cock and bull story. Hope you enjoy the reality.

Robert Lee Frost

2009-06-25T09:15:00.000-07:00

The Thatch

Out alone in the winter rain,

Intent on giving and taking pain.

But never was I far out of sight

Of a certain upper-window light.

The light was what it was all about:

I would not go in till the light went out;

It would not go out till I came in.

Well, we should wee which one would win,

We should see which one would be first to yield.

The world was black invisible field.

The rain by rights was snow for cold.

The wind was another layer of mold.

But the strangest thing: in the thick old thatch,

Where summer birds had been given hatch,

had fed in chorus, and lived to fledge,

Some still were living in hermitage.

And as I passed along the eaves,

So low I brushed the straw with my sleeves,

I flushed birds out of hole after hole,

Into the darkness. It grieved my soul,

It started a grief within a grief,

To think their case was beyond relief--

They could not go flying about in search

Of their nest again, nor find a perch.

They must brood where they fell in mulch and mire,

Trusting feathers and inward fire

Till daylight made it safe for a flyer.

My greater grief was by so much reduced

As I though of them without nest or roost.

That was how that grief started to melt.

They tell me the cottage where we dwelt,

Its wind-torn thatch goes now unmended;

Its life of hundred of years has ended

By letting the rain I knew outdoors

In on to the upper chamber floors.

Life of a prank

2009-06-25T02:31:00.000-07:00

This story begins when I was once resided near the beach. My daily routine was to stand idly waiting the day to pass. Being sextuple the size of a normal rate, my friends were all terrified. Soon I gained the world attentions for such tremendous growth.

The day was dark. White-glowed full moon reflects on the wavy sea enlighten the surrounding. The ambient temperature was perfect, not too cold and not too hot. I was in peace. No wars, no fuss, no woes. Much did I treasure the calm weather. It was not until then, a bespectacled, rather muscular young man bug in with an infantile pig-tailed elegant little lady. Sitting on the beach, enjoying the tranquil environment. Under my shadow, they whispered, grinned and chuckled along with their chat.

Such romantic event was about to be blemished by the dreadful scoundrel when he forced on the girl a wet kiss with expertise. The whole atmosphere changed. She refused. She gave the guy a huge heavy slap with all of her might. As the name implied, a scoundrel is always a scoundrel. Subsequently, the rascal waved out his metal belt off his trousers and whack it at my strong, turgid trunk for a warning to the girl. "Vengeance governs one's mind." I was in anger, being innocent, hit for nothing, I dropped my coconut onto the villain’s head. However, logically, free fall wouldn’t kill a man,would it? He was very unfortunate that the shell hit his vital spot on his spinal and was sent to hell.

From the very day onwards, my glorious status increased with an exponential rate. Having the respect of the people, they erected a monument as a memorial event that had happened. The message reads “Dreadful scoundrel die of coconut shell. Thanks to the gigantic coconut tree.”

What happened to the poor little girl was classified.

Bak Ku Teh periphrastically~~~~~

2009-06-24T09:54:00.000-07:00

I've promised my dear friends to bring them along for a eminent morning porridge breakfast near Batu Cave. Never do I know that it doesn't open in the morning. Gosh!!! Whining around like a damn ass-hole (my friends), therefore, we went for Sg Buloh's Bak Ku Teh to appease their God damn ass shit gastronomical needs. It was a great meal to me yet to my friend was a mediocre feed. At the very least, much better than what my mother could make. xP

Consisting toufu-POK, essenced mushroom, and most importantly, UNcountable meat (Though countable). The meat was great, in exception for the FAT MEAT. The soup had the fragrance odour. Not bad. I called it "It's finger lickin' good..."

At the very least, it was much better than what Trina Yao had brought us to before, a seafood Bak Ku Teh. A damn pathetic clamps, countable meat'(no S)' with cabbage'S' and a few slice of mushroom and call it a seafood Bak Ku Teh. The soup was not as tasting as the original. It has a weird spicy taste in it. In short, IT SUCKS. However, I do care her feeling, thus, didn't complain even a izzy bitzy word... SORRY FERN2. You've tried your best... Thanks....But 1 thing bothers me, you actually call that delicious??? GOSH!!!!!!

Doctrine xP

2009-06-24T08:09:00.000-07:00

After the commence of this new semester, I had actually decided to pay full attention on my academics. Perhaps, it might due to my livestyle or I'm being a Malaysian. It was said that most of the Malaysian likes to procrastinate. This includes me. Reading just bothers me a lot.

Op amp, a rather easy yet complicated topic. This's what i've found through my studies. Diodes, transistors etc.etc. A semiconductor-like device is hard for me to accept. Perhaps, starting from the very basic helps or maybe not. Maybe I'm just being stubborn not to accept the facts that applies on the compenents. Electronic Engineering Material, one of my core subject which i've maximum interest but zero understanding on it. Electronic Device and Circuit, one of the subject which i've spent plenty of time in it, yet gain nothing. Up to now, diodes, transisitors, op-amp are the components that I found hard to calculate (doesn't make any sence).

Apart from the troublesome, problematic devices, Digital circuit acts as a disturbance to my path. Frankly, I've obtain an outstanding achievement in my Bachelor Degree. Digital core subject, includes programming, highly degrade my CGPA. You see, in this globalised era, electronic devices all are in digital format which i'm inferior at. Viz, television, computer, cell phone, printer, PDA and etc.etc.etc. You'll never see a analogue-type radio unless it's an antique. Benefits for digital form include cheap, fast, minute, making it portable, a better circuit system than the analogue-type and etc. It's not an excuse for me to nag around complaining not capable for me to cope with the digital-type. Everyone has to learn. Everyone owns a different potential of understanding. No one is good in everything. In conclusion, no one is perfect. You just make things different with the way you act.

A recent assignments that had been assigned by the lecturers are in such:

Designing a INTERSTING and that is analogue circuit. A mini assignment.
Reverse engineer an antenna
Something to do with air-conditional...

These seems interesting, adventurous and fun yet time consuming, hard, extreme, problematic. I have really no time to cope with these. Perhaps, group discussion and having the work divides to a few portion ease the job, but I'm a guy which doesn't really know to communicate well and not systematic. Hence, trying to "devour" to whole stress by myself.

Life is never correct nor wrong. You'll find your meaning eventually. In fact, some might not find theirs for the rest of his/her life. What I've found is that, I might have taken the wrong path. As what I've learnt in my form 4 literature, the road not taken by Robert Frost, 3rd-5th stanza reads:

And be one traveller, long I stood

And looked down as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth

Long I've borne in mind for these 3 lines. Never can I be decisive. Reality, I'm indecisive. Eventually, reluctantly I 've chosen Electronic Engineering. Would this be the right way? To be very honest, my dearest interest is ARTS. Drawing, designing, instrumental, and so on. However, little do I pay much attention knowing the evolution of everything regarding to arts. In a nutshell, lazy, ignorant, not observant. Yet why I choose electronics? I couldn't really tell why too...xP

My life time in university might be a divine gift, or falling in a hellish abyss. I myself also don't know. Meeting my friends, it was something like very new to me. Remembering the phrase I've asked my friend:" am I the one whom gets to know you, or you come to introduce yourself to me?" I was wondering. Perhaps due to my "sudden memory breakdown" or amnesia. My friend thereby regards me as a proud or arrogant person.

My friend use to nag at me. It was to say that I'm appear to be a hypocrate. As the chinese old saying:"Disguise as a pig to devour the tiger". This is not true. Reality, from the beneath of my heart, I have zero confidence. Daily life could be easy. Dilly daily or to goof off around and you call it for a day is easy. Moreover, my father used to complain for my confidence. "Gabriel! You're already 20-years-old and yet so indecisive and do things so clumsy. How are you going to improve yourself?" he says. "Confidence is built by general knowledge, you know your general knowledge is poor yet you've have no actions at all? Go talk to the people around. Go read some newspaper. Go search web for daily technologies. Read more and speak more and you'll good at it in no time." Speaking is easy. But it's hard to act. So sad. Sob sob.

English might be the best language for me. But my English is never been good. I know 1 particular thing very well. When I'm gonna do a thing, I can play the Mr.Up-Side-Down role but just with a straight line. People says I've the great determination. Well, I doubt this word. My pattern is just that, if I don't finish the job today, I couldn't proceed it tomorrow. Is just that, I've lost the idea on what I'm doing. Therefore, a thorough completion is ESSENTIAL to be made. Otherwise, you can wave and address to Mr. Hello-And-Goodbye guy.

No matter what obstacles could be, I've harness myself not to be Mr.Tortoise. "Action speaks louder than words". But sometimes, I'm stuck in between a rock and a hard place. Which decision to make? Depends...

First trial

2009-02-20T06:31:00.000-08:00

This is my very first experience in composing this very first blog. Being stressful lately, I'm now suffering from mild insomnia. Tests are packed into a week on the 6th March 2009. Not in a real mood to study results in day dreaming, aimless, as no pursues. Stress worsen the outcome quality. May my wish come into fruition...